Way-farer©

Let me be in your life,

Like the still waters,
never causing any turbulance.... 

 I will never let a ripple to pass on my vibes to crack your emotions again,

No matter how hard the world tries to STONE me.

Let me be!

Let me be in your life.

Like those plastic flowers,
Never growing out of my limits to entangle your being,
...
No matter how hard the world tries to water me with greed.

Atleast i won't die or wither of your negligence again!

Let me be!

Let me be in your life.

Like that clock on the wall,
ticking every second to give you the good time.
...
No matter how hard the world tries to misstime my presence in your life,
I will always bring you the right time.

Let me be!

 atleast if you ll change  again with time,
I sure can keep the pace with you!

Let Me Be!....

Wayfarer© 2012

A perfect illusion of relations,
Mans own fake creations.
Willing to die for worthless,
Letting to die our conscience.
Searching peace in tides,
... Forgot where it resides.
Look beneath the wounded heart,
You will learn the winning art.
 

Wayfarer©

 

 



To hold back someone u should be having a strong base to pull,

to never let go off,

to keep em holding,

to make em feel loved,

to make em feel cared....

and if left,

let the string of the attachment vibrating,

don't fear to look back,

don't see it as a nightmare,

            coz

relations never die,people do

souls never die,bodies do

feelings never die,senses do

memories never die,brains do.

writers may die........ readers never do.

 

 

Wayfarer©

When i cried in pain

there was none to listen to my bewildered cry

i tried to devastate

my being,

but i can't

may be am a narcissist,

in insanity

i went to a very lone place

as solitude is a part of my life

i found myself being reckoned

in ruined spirits,

suddenly,

a blow hit me hard

i felt down,

unconscious,

unaware,

when a stranger passed by,

with something

panacea

in her hands

and offered to me,

i looked up

i consented to take it,

and for few seconds

i felt like being intoxicated.

and after a little pause

i tried to dout my inner sensation,

and i begin to move my hands.

what i found was that the thin air

was escaping my hands......

there was nothing around me,

and while redressing my wounds,

i tried to stand beside the relentless wind

 

now i rely entirely on wind to guide me.............

 

Wayfarer©

 

Am i depressed?

I ask myself,

No,

Then why am i asking??

 

because people wait for the dawn,

and am dying for the dusk.

am always longing for you,

coz you turn out with the moon......

spreading the light on dark ages of my life.

 

Am i depressed?

I ask myself,

No,

Then why am i asking??

 

Because i have not seen her ever,

who do i love?

an image?

an image created by useless me,

an image thats not clear to me,

an image that never lets me sleep,

an image i guess is not she.

 

Am i depressed?

I ask myself,

No,

Then why am i asking??

 

because i keep on thinking about her,

about what?

an idea of hers,

an idea that has swindled my being,

an idea thats not clear to me,

an idea thats ripping my soul.

 

Am i depressed?

I ask myself,

No,

Then why am i asking??

 

because i am lost in an illusion,

illusion of u being mine,

illusion of me being fine,

like i see the water in the desert,

nearer i go....farer it gets,

are you an oasis for me?

you are.....yet u still don't exist for me.

 

WHATEVER IT IS:

I think depression is a part of my life,

I am in love with my depression,

i have fallen for it,

i love my depression,

i love it because its all i have now,

 

I AM DEPRESSED ....YET AM HAPPY.

 

Wayfarer©

Wayfarer has traveled through the torments

of mental sufferings. 

Wayfarer loves the pain of being hurt,

Cause its not an ordinary one.

 Its a pain gifted by a friend,

A friend who didn't intend so.

 Wayfarer gains the strength from his pain,

Its always a deal with loss but still a gain.

 Wayfarer doesn't need.... a guide to lead

 Wayfarer doesn't need.... a support to stand

 Wayfarer doesn't need.... a friend to share

 Wayfarer doesn't need.... a heart to listen

 Wayfarer doesn't need.... a shoulder to cry on

 Wayfarer doesn't need.... a sigh of relief.

 Its all he's not used to

Its all he don't deserve to....

 Thats Why Is Called A Wayfarer..........

 Wayfarer©

I have lost my friend

 

I know am not the best anymore,

She could have waited a little more. 

But i am always there with my friend,

Through every ups and downs till the end.

 I am there with her like the fresh air she breathes in,

I am there with her like the happiness she feels in.

 I am there with her when she needs me the most,

I am there with her when she needs me the least.

 I am there with her when she is in blues,

I am there with her adding life to her days.

 I am there with her like the fragrance of a rose,

I am there with her like the tides touching the shores.

 I am there with her like the light of the sun,

I am there with her like the road without an end.

 I am there with her like the flow of the river,

I am there with her  like the warmth in the shiver.

 I am there with her like the shades of a tree,

I am there with her like an idea of being free.

 I am there with her like the grass on the earth,

I am there with her like the care she is worth.

 I am there with her like the moonlight  in the dark,

I am there with her like the invincible mark.

 I am there with her like the sky covering the earth,

I know she can't see me but i am a feel of blessing for her.

 I am there always ....... But still i am not!

I have lost my friend..........

 Wayfarer©

Freedom,

Lost..

 

Protests,

Faded..

 

Aggression,

Freezes..

 

Blood,

Colorless..

 

Martyrs,

Forgotten..

 

Atrocities,

Increasing..

 

Consciousness,

Maimed..

 

Leaders,

Corrupted..

 

People,

Deceived..

 

Children,

Spoiled..

 

Mothers,

Dishonored..

 

Sisters,

Molested..

 

Brothers,

Slaughtered..

 

Future,

Ruined..

 

Faith,

Abashed..

 

Tears,

Soaked..

 

Promises,

Broken..

 

Dreams,

Shattered..

 

Belief,

Abjured..

 

Homes,

Ablaze..

 

Ideas,

Abstracted..

 

Movement,

Absurd..

 

Deception,

Acquainted..

 

Slogans,

Suppressed..

 

Nation,

betrayed..

 

Wayfarer©

All is well Thats ends well

All that ends....cant be well

All that's well.... cant end

 

All well has no end

All ends are not well

Never endings thoughts....

Ending well.

 Wayfarer©

Who is the Killer?

One who has been killed?

or

The one who has been killing? 

Who is the Molester?

One who has been molested?

or

The one who has been molesting?

 Who is the Oppressor?

One who has been oppressed?

or

The one who has been oppressing?

 Who is the Robber?

One who has been robbed?

or

The one who has been robbing?

 Who is the Liar?

One who has been lied?

or

The one who has been lying?

 Who is the Ignorant?

One who has been ignored?

or

The one who has been ignoring?

 I wonder where am i living?

Here the law makers are the law breakers.

 Wayfarer©

IN TODAYS WORLD WE HAVE LOST THE HUMAN VALUES,

SOULFUL PEOPLE ARE NOW CONSIDERED TO BE THE OBSOLETE CREATURES OF THE GOD,

THERE IS  NO VALUE OF BEING HONEST,

AS BEING AN HONEST WITH NO MONEY IS LIKE A CRIME AND

IF YOU ARE DISHONEST WITH A BOUNTY OF WEALTH,

YOU WILL BE GREETED ON A CARPET HIDING ALL YOUR FALSE DEEDS BENEATH.

NO MATTER IF YOU ARE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL HEART,

IF YOU BELIEVE IN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,

ITS REALLY OF NO USE,

BECAUSE YOU SHOULD BE BEHOLDING THE HEAVY POCKETS AND

THE BANK BALANCES.

LOVE IN PRESENT TIMES CAN BE PURCHASED....

DISHEARTENING BUT TRUE ALAS!

I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT THE WORLDLY THINGS

THAT MATTER MOST FOR THE PEOPLE,

WHAT IF YOU POSSES A LOVING HEART,

WITH LOTS OF LOVE FOR OTHERS,

YOU SHOULD BE HAVING THE BIGGER HOUSES,

FOR THE LOST FAMILIES.

DOESN'T MATTER HOW HONEST YOU ARE,

YOU SHOULD BE GOOD AT THE DECEITFUL TACTICS,

YOU SHOULD KNOW WELL TO DECEIVE.

DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU CAN KEEP PEOPLE AROUND YOU HAPPY,

YOU SHOULD BE GOOD AT PRETENDING THAT YOU ARE HAPPY.

NO MATTER IF YOU SHED TEARS FOR THE OTHERS PAINFUL TIMES,

YOU SHOULD BE GOOD AT WORSENING THE AGONY OF OTHERS.

DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU GIVE LIFE TO THE DEAD SOULS,

YOU SHOULD BE GOOD AT MAIMING THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF OTHERS.

WE HAVE SOMEHOW MANAGED TO GET THE HIGHER DEGREES,

WE STILL LACK THE COMMON SENSE.

WE HAVE GAINED MORE KNOWLEDGE,

BUT WE STILL LACK JUDGEMENT.

WE HAVE MANAGED TO LAND ON THE OUTER SPACES,

BUT STILL DON'T KNOW OUR NEW NEIGHBOR.

WE ARE CLAIMING TO PURIFY THE WATER,

BUT WE HAVE POLLUTED OUR SOULS.

WE HAVE INFINITE WAYS TO MAKE A LIVING,

BUT WE ARE YET TO LEARN HOW TO LIVE A LIFE.

WE HAVE INCREASED OUR MATERIALISTIC POSSESSIONS,

BUT WE HAVE REDUCED OUR MORAL VALUES.

WE SPLIT AMONG THE RELIGIONS,

BUT NOT OUR PREJUDICE.

WE ARE ALWAYS IN A HURRY,

BUT WE HAVE NEVER LEARNT TO BE PATIENT.

WE HAVE FAST FOODS,

BUT VERY SLOW DIGESTIONS.

 

WE WRITE MORE AND MORE ....... BUT UNDERSTAND AND LEARN VERY LESS.

 

Wayfarer©

Yesterday i fell off the track in my dream.

I lost something precious for that i screamed, 

 

My limbs were Numb and eyelashes criss-crossed,

I was searching for the pearls i had just lost. 

 

I had some Bruises around my face,

Yet i had to win the race.

 

I woke up with those purple marks on my face,

But I am yet to find the Pearls i lost in the race.

 

 Wayfarer©

A friend who always accompanied me,

and i did'nt noticed....

 The darkness i lived in.

 A friend who subdued my pain,

and i relaxed....

 The darkness i lived in.

 A friend i tried to find my being in,

and i met....

 The darkness i lived in.

 A friend whose lap i used to dream in,

and i dreamt....

 The darkness i lived in.

 Darkness has plunged into my life,

and i am brighter than before.

 Wayfarer©

My world is moving fast,

and i am falling behind,

For the reason I have some unfinished business.

My beloved is waiting for me,

else i will loose her,

For the fear of having some unfinished business.

Death came to me to take me away,

can't you wait dear,

I have some unfinished business.

Wayfarer©

 Yesterday i had a wild dream,

a dream that has shaken my conscience .

I saw an old lady cuffed with heavy iron chains,

and some evil forces were trying to rip her apart.

She was crying so hard that me too couldn't stop myself from crying.

i saw a number of serpents crawling on her long hairs,

i saw some wild dogs trying to tear her flesh from her legs,

i saw some external forces making her feel the worst pain,

tears were rolling down her face and disappearing,

the heat of the pain was so intense,

that it lead the tears evaporate midway.

i mustered a little courage to get nearer to the old lady,and i did.

in the pain she could utter a few  lisping words.

 

Son.... don't worry about me if i died,

but please save my children.

if you can see the tears in my eyes,

if you can feel the pain i am undergoing,

it surely is not for the things visible to you,

its only for my children!

i can't see my budding flowers dying,

this pain of gloom is of my children,

these tears are for my children.

SAVE THEM!!!

I tried to analyze the things,

as there was nobody around her,

except the kind of wild dogs and

the dreadful serpents crawling.

i couldn't see any of her children around her,

even i couldn't see any human being around her.

for whom she was having the eternal pain?

 

Is there anyone who could save my children?

"my sons have become the ETERNAL PALLBEARERS.

The law of nature is being jeopardized,

old people are carrying the coffins of the younger ones.

Father is carrying the son,

Big brother is carrying the younger one.

my daughters are being raped and molested,

Mothers are being harassed and insulted".

 

i wondered is this any kind of a fatal disease,with no cure.

 

Who is that old lady?

I woke up in the morning,

there was something unending,unfinished thought,

which required an early need pay off.

I was lost in the deep thought for the whole day long,

what was the missing link,who was that old lady.

 

And suddenly i heard her voice again,

i looked everywhere but nobody was there,

the voice of that old lady was hitting my ears constantly.

i closed my eyes in mere dismay,

what i saw was that old lady again.

saying "Son don't you recognize your own mother.........I AM YOUR MOTHER LAND KASHMIR"

do something for me instead of being just a WAYFARER,

instead of being an ETERNAL PALLBEARER.

 

Wayfarer©